I luring the man of my

I do not know why they should do, is not confident or do not believe in men. Last week he decoration of the broadband, my work did not implement at her home during the day he worked, and I came this line. I am curious coincidence of view of his QQ chat records and found that he has taken a lot of screen name is nausea Q number of women, such as Husband not at home, what with sets like half price, but also take the initiative and they chat, say love you ? Chat will be? And so on ... ... When I saw these when I really can not believe that, together for more than a year, at the end turned out to be a man must marry such a person.

Night he returned to work overtime, I as usual to 9:00 I return home, he sent me to the junction, so my path carefully, before each hearing him say all the warm heart, and every time he will lay a few phone calls asking me where the? Home yet? The same is true today, but the difference is that I did not go home, and an Internet cafe near his on the net, applied for a Q number, named for the temptation to add him as friend, and began operations ... ...

I do a high-tech development zone as electronic sales woman, first chatted with him the work, and then talking about is not a local, he said no, I say it is not, one day in a strange place to work Busy Fortunately, very lonely at night. Then I directly about him to see a side chat and make friends, was already 23:30 a. At first he was surprised, said: "Now?" I answered: "For ah, if you do not want even, and are not forcing you." "No, I mean where to go?"

I see this is the case, heart pain, but forced back the emotional heart to see the final outcome. I said: "Either I go to you that, or you come to me, whatever you want." He replied: "You speak." "You are of course better to me to pull? Haha," He seems to really last set up. 3,4 minutes, he did not speak, and then I said: "Then I came Well, anyway, you find the place very well." He immediately responded with: "What if I come, how can I let the girls came running go! "Oh, What a hypocritical man ah. I really look at him now.

To find out he only just met, or another idea, I once again confirm, I asked: "Have you tried one night stand it?" "No, you?" I did not answer directly, said: "It Do you want to try ah? want to meet tonight, we are both a good impression. "He has not answered a few minutes, I said:" You think clearly, even if unwilling. "He finally answered:" Well, We are about a local bar ... ... "We told each other clothes on the appearance characteristics similar to 15 minutes to meet up somewhere.

When the agreement is completed, I flew off the assembly line, ran across the floor he lived corridor, I looked at him in the dressing table has hair, but also banner miles, still look themselves in the mirror when my heart really with the knife, he is going to be a only a one hour talk a strange woman, looked like he was happy that he and I get along with the year seemed neither to see him so passionate, he will go is a possible occurrence of one-night stand with his woman, a man in the end is how to think? I am not good enough? Or he is simply not a decent person? I really do not know. He finally packed out, I watched him on the taxi, and then followed.

To a similar site, I scrutinize him in the dark silent, he seemed uncomfortable and very nervous-like, back and forth, his eyes kept the chaos to see, at last he saw me, and when he came up to me slowly front, I say a word, her face began to twitch, tears flowed non-stop to drop.

Back to his residence, he began to live or die does not admit that he is wrong, then I began to seek forgiveness, playing themselves, kneel, what bills have to make up. I watched him really can not tell what it's like, I can not forget this matter today, if I continue to associate with him, even get married, someday he and another woman went to bed knowing I have to time how should I do?

Why I can not touch a good man? I ask for much, I only hope that the future can my husband is a responsible man.